44 Tahun

I turned 44 today and this morning i get surprised from dibby & amanda, they bought this bread as a birthday treat, my eyes burns with tears, thank you so much my sweety girls.

and a bit of a birthday tradition over the years in the office, thanks for the kind thoughts and congratulations folks ;)

the perfect things is, a birthday wishes from you Papa, thank you so much !

and

the bad things is, a text from "the devil", honestly i just feel so tired of it all...going through all of this.... you always convincing yourself that what you did is right and you feels right, you always fool some people out there including me, oh please go away from my life !

Devil, have you ever think of this :

hidup adalah anugrah yang sangat berharga
hidup adalah tanggung jawab yang setiap detiknya harus bermakna ibadah
hidup bukan diukur dari panjang atau pendeknya umur
hidup tidak diukur dari kaya atau miskinnya orang
hidup diukur dari bagaimana ia mengisi hidupnya
dan kamu - Devil, selalu saja mengumbar amarahmu, fitnah dan menghasut sana sini... ohhh....